If it makes the pain feel a little better.
I've done alot of mistakes and all, now then i realised that everything was actually my fault to begin with. I've a attitude problem that people don't realise and tell me. I really thank them who told me what is wrong with me. But today was an exception because i had never been so out of control before. I really can't control what i'm doing and all, thats why i needed time to chill.. That's all. I just hope i won't get any weaker. though it feels terrible still.
I'm just afraid i would do things that made me change for the worst again. I can't control it, sometimes i really need help from you guys, can't you all understand? instead of leaving me heal on my own? instead of listing all my mistakes.. you just won't understand.
FML.
