Walls around me.

I'm glad.

2010-09-20T00:11:00.000-07:00

but.

2010-09-12T23:44:00.000-07:00

Eeeeek. You're disgusting.
:/

Okay bye, will be back after O's.
Ha. :D

It feels better now.

2010-07-22T02:27:00.001-07:00

I knew i did the right choice, and now i'm glad to you're happy. :)
'Cos now i'm happy too.

Unexpected love'

2010-07-16T23:25:00.000-07:00

Just 2 more days to dearest sister's birthday! :)

The world looks better when you start to feel better.
This moment i let go of everything negative. I feel secure with my friends and i love every single one of them. Weeeeee. I feel happy, really contented, with all these people around me, life seems to be better than i thought. (: Lovin' every moment of my life, no more time for troubles.

Way back into love.

2010-07-16T01:14:00.000-07:00

吳彥祖古天樂 FTW!!! (Y)
HOT OR WHAT ;)

Comes back stronger

2010-07-09T19:56:00.000-07:00

I want to party everyday.
Once Os end, i'll partyyyy everyday like there's no tomorrow.

Heartbreaker

2010-07-08T03:58:00.000-07:00

HI LONG LOST LOVE. ;)
you're back, and muscular than ever. weeeeee.

Thoughts

2010-07-02T00:19:00.000-07:00

Sometimes i wished we could hold each other again.

Obsessed with reading pretty little liars recently.

Bye.

Bye bye braces :'(

2010-06-27T01:45:00.000-07:00

A hot guy a day.. LOL Alex pettyfer up there.
*Screams*

Ok but i prefer zac efron though.. ;)

weeee! *melts*

Zac or Taylor lautner? ... ZAC!!! :D

Alright enough~
School is reopening tomorrow and i'm slacking here with hwork undone(?!) I'm so dead. But somehow i don't seem to care much, shit ):

Going to watch tv or watch korean stuff.
Taemin! ♥

LOL,angmoh then suddenly korean,
K BYE ;)

Random

2010-06-24T11:08:00.000-07:00

Zac efron, all time love. I don't think i'll ever get tired of him.

Anw,
I wanna reborn my hair,
but my mom told me to wait till year end,
oh well.
:(

Here without you

2010-06-22T18:54:00.000-07:00

Ytd i went to school early and was kinda bored alone, so just right Sugar called me! Then she came to school to find me. ^^ After that, when F&N ends, went out to lot1 w Sister and we spent almost 65$ on pizzahut. OMG just the both of us okay!! Haha, it was nice though, of cos.. its my fav fast food. Its not really fast though ;/. then we went to catch the show 'THE A TEAM' it was superb too, just like 'THE LOSERS', nice nice nice i love exciting movies :D

The quote above that had been representing my feelings ever since last year end.
Even though sometimes i really missed you and wanted to find you, i wouldn't, because i've been doing these for too long, too many times. It would only hurt us more. I hope you're just fine, and i know you've been, same goes to me. We had gotten used to the pain. The best thing about you to me is always the warmth i felt whenever i'm with you, and how ourselves we are when we talk. thinking about these make me smile. Although almost everything around me reminds me of you, i would always be optimistic, cos that's what you want me to be. :)

Okay, thats all byebyeeeee.

It's the good memories that hurt the most

2010-06-19T09:32:00.000-07:00

"You could follow me in the beginning, just to relive the start. Maybe then we'd remember to slow down at our favourite parts."

It's 1.19am, im staying up again, this time i dont know what time will i fall asleep. Please don't let me think of you.

Off to watch my show.
Tata.

Happy girl today!

2010-06-18T07:22:00.000-07:00

Yeah i know i can't be any lamer, but i'm very happy today. :)

I get to meet up with my dearest 6N classmates after 4 years!
though almost half of the class couldnt make it, but yeah.

Today was superbbbbbbbbb.
But I kena sunburnt when there's not much sun,LOL. :/
&.. IT WAS SOOOOOOOOOO LONG SINCE I LAST SAW AMIRA KHADIJAH FATIN AND OF COS LIYANA!!! LOVE THEM TTM LAHZ. :)

Of course, i love being with my xiong, silly and zhujing. Dear girls that had brought so much joy to my life. (L)

;)

Who will i run to?

2010-06-17T07:34:00.000-07:00

"Sometimes we leave because we really want to stay."

I had a great great day with xiuhong, xinli and yijing. ^^ love them just the same, as how i did 4 years ago. Seeyah guys again tomorrow dears. :)
I'm gonna have fun at tmr's bbq with primary6 classmates, looking forward!

I miss you sister, dearly.

Indecisive

2010-06-16T05:14:00.000-07:00

how true.

You were just a stranger

2010-06-15T04:22:00.000-07:00

Just came back from IMM with ahma and wen. :)
we had fun, i love Shinee~ Onew, taemin and minho (Y) haha, we were stuck in comic connection like super long cos we were looking for their nice photos, hoping to find their solo ones, but its always in a group, sad. :/

andrea's going overseas today, :(

i hope i will remember to do the testimonial thingy tomorrow, i'm too lazy to do it today.

and i want to pierce here! but i googled ear piercing online but couldnt find a picture of a piercing i want, but i saw ppl with that piercing before eh. :/ this is the picture i edited.

the red part.
idk lah, i saw it before, its really nice. i like!

thats all.
lonely heart falls easily, but it was actually not in love.

Make me feel alive again

2010-06-11T23:26:00.000-07:00

Going out with ass tomorrow 13/6, the last outing before she flies to Japan FOR ONE WHOLE WEEK. :( Same goes to sister, going to china for one whole week. Anyway me and ass drank vodka 8% alcohol raspberry the previous time we went out, and it was superb! it tastes even nicer than breezer, everytime we try a new thing, it seemed to taste better. ^^

That's about all, and i forgotten i got tuition today at 1, now its alrdy 3.15pm LOL.
:/

Yes! I'm gonna meet up my primary school lovelies next week, weee~!
and BBQ on the 18th, i'm not sure if i can make it yet, but most probably yes.
It's gonna be funnnnnnnnnnnnnn. :))

:/

2010-06-03T04:56:00.000-07:00

haha. recently was okay, though was sick the past days. :)
anw today i watch mr AG get scolded by fong. hehe, i liked it!

Oh, and my family will be having BBQ on 6/6! my dad's birthday.
yay, fooooooooooooooooooooood.
k gotta get on diet after that.. FAKE!

and,
P/S i wanna go out with the ass soon ;)

Bye.

The last song

2010-06-01T04:37:00.000-07:00

Everything a girl would like.
Miley's one lucky bitch. /:

Hold my hand, we don't have to talk.

2010-05-27T20:21:00.000-07:00

Be strong and go on. :)

wish me luck for Os on monday!
for now, i'll try not to think of anything besides chinese.

One last thing i need, somebody to love

2010-05-26T01:23:00.000-07:00

I'm feeling great recently, this is the life i want. (((:
I love my friends, i have great people around me.
I GOT BACK MY PHONE! Hell yeah.
I love shopping but i love money more.
I love everybody.
I love my life.. sometimes.

but chinese "O" levels is on monday.
give me luck dears, goodluck to you all toos.
goodbye :)

I like

2010-05-20T23:08:00.000-07:00

2PM ♥

Gosh i love this guy, Taecyeon. :)

OKAY,
I know its weird i will like kpop, cos i prefered english and chinese songs.
i actually disliked kpop before but, now i love it.

Haha! Okay, i'm done here, i just post some hot guys pics for you people.

Bye. :)))))

Hot stuff

2010-05-18T06:29:00.000-07:00

Kkay, how's eddie's hot body up there? I love coming to my blog ever since i put it up there. And the YLBFB today showed eddie too. Like fate only sial.

Anyway, now everyone's having chinese intensive (BOOOOO) but whatever la, its kinda a lil somehow someway better than usual lessons, so yah. nevermind, once we Ace our o levels mother tongue then dont need touch alrdy. chiong all the way now.

And, i passed my D&T, yes i LOL-ed, so did wen. We went around haolian-ing for getting a C6 :) oh i failed my combined humans thanks to geog, go die la. i'm pissed i got a B4 for my chinese too,my mum scolded me like hell. kay lah, need go do chinese alrdy, endless work for chinese. (plus the fact that i skipped chinese today when im supposed to stay back after school HAHA) :/

bai!

i'm lucky i hadn't fell for you then,
cos now i see you were someone who couldn't stick to one.

What every girl wants

2010-05-15T23:02:00.000-07:00

I want a boy who will tell me when I’m being stupid. Who won’t baby me with his words. A boy who will still give time to his friends. A boy who will tell me ‘No’. He will watch stupid movies with me, but makes me watch his favorites also. A boy who’s willing to drop everything to be with me, but knows when to let it be. A boy who will know he’s important to me, but won’t mind when I change my plans to help someone out. I want a boy who’s enjoyable to look at, he doesn’t have to be gorgeous. I just want someone who I can pay attention to. A boy who will randomly bring me food, cause he knows I love to eat. A boy who can make jokes about me, a boy that I can laugh with. Someone who wont mind when I even embarrass myself. A boy who will buy me something, something I would actually want, none of that jewelry crap. Someone who doesn’t do everything I ask but when it comes to something important I can count on him to be there. Someone who I don’t feel threatened by. A boy who has other friends that are girls, but I can trust him with them. A boy who will know when to leave me alone when I have my stupid fits. A boy who I can just sit with. I don’t need the whole fairytale deal; I just want to feel comfortable.

After all the times that we tried

2010-05-15T03:24:00.000-07:00

Life has been pretty complicated recently,and i don't really like it. Somehow, somethings just came rolling into my mind and think of everything all from the start again, literally everything, everything about everybody i cared about.

...,
I miss you, i miss talking or hanging arnd w you girl.

...,
You might not think i should not bother, but honestly our friendship was important to me. Yet it has perhaps reached being strangers. But i'm not gonna do anything about it anymore.

...,
I like it when i think of you and smiled/laughed because of all the funny and sweet things i remembered you did/said before, but one second later i found myself missing you bad, and it crushes me all over again. And i really don't know what to do next, i'm sorry for being so indecisive, but you know me well enough.

...,
I know our friendship is not only worth this much, and i know you'll never leave me alone when i need you. I'm really thankful to have a friend like you, accompanying me whenever i'm down, you had really been great to me. But promise you will not go back to the old you, because that is where our friendship will end.

''Don’t lose track of who you are just because it might be easier to be somebody else.''

Kkay, there's more, but i don't feel like saying anymore.
baibai.

I love my friends

2010-05-11T17:32:00.000-07:00

Anyway, I love spending time with my friends,
Andrea, Hweewen, Janis yesterday at orchard,
though our legs kinda hurt, haha.
(L) (L) (L)

Hey ass, did i tell you i love being with you?
Haha, let's pool again, i wanna, everyday. :D

Bye,
perhaps at times i might think about you,
but at least when i'm with my friends and occupied, i won't.
but i hate going to places we've been tgt before..
now i wished we never did so much.

Rain outside my window pouring down

2010-05-06T08:53:00.000-07:00

What now you're gone my fault i'm sorry.
now it's too late to turn it around.
):

this isn't me.

2010-05-02T06:59:00.000-07:00

“ I’ve learned this past year. I’ve changed, I’ve grown. Maybe things do happen for a reason, maybe they don’t. but no matter what, they still happen. That’s what we need to remember. I learned to stop analyzing things, to just let them happen. And if I get hurt, or if something bad happens, then it happens. There’s nothing I can do to change that. I’ve learned to go with my gut, and that it’s okay to make mistakes because the ones that matter, won’t care. I’ve learned that love really is as great as they say it is. I’ve learned that your friends can save you from your worst enemy: yourself. And most importantly, I’ve learned that today is all we have."

Some true quote i saw online.
anyway, i just cant study, many things running through my mind,
fml.

):

2010-04-30T02:21:00.000-07:00

Vicky's sweet 16.

2010-04-28T07:22:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday idiot! :)
the rest are pretty much written on the card i gave you.
w Love, small eyed cat.

Everybody in love, not.

2010-04-27T03:58:00.000-07:00

I'm a happy girl. at least thats what i want to be.
although i missed the love i used to receive, i'll still be strong. :)

I'm sorry i hurt you, I missed you more than anyone, but i can't tell you. I made you give up again and again, i hurt you too much until i can't stand myself hurting you anymore, so i decided to let us go. i know you wouldnt blame me, bcos you know me well, and i know you just as much toos. i hope we dont end like this, but continue as great friends. take care boy.

Unexpected

2010-04-23T05:25:00.000-07:00

I hope someday, someone somehow will make a change.

I had fun slacking w jer, drea and wen today.
Anyway i love you dearest sister.
You people make me happy. :D

Me ain't happy

2010-04-21T02:07:00.000-07:00

Everyday is another torture.
I grew emo, omg. :(

Going crazy

2010-04-19T04:11:00.000-07:00

If it makes the pain feel a little better.

I've done alot of mistakes and all, now then i realised that everything was actually my fault to begin with. I've a attitude problem that people don't realise and tell me. I really thank them who told me what is wrong with me. But today was an exception because i had never been so out of control before. I really can't control what i'm doing and all, thats why i needed time to chill.. That's all. I just hope i won't get any weaker. though it feels terrible still.

I'm just afraid i would do things that made me change for the worst again. I can't control it, sometimes i really need help from you guys, can't you all understand? instead of leaving me heal on my own? instead of listing all my mistakes.. you just won't understand.

FML.

Stepping out of your life

2010-04-17T23:13:00.000-07:00

I still remember

2010-04-17T07:25:00.000-07:00

If i could, i would..
or perhaps only bring you along with me, even for just a day.

Life is miserable recently.
really.

sighs.

Far apart.

2010-04-16T04:42:00.000-07:00

aww, i feel miserable,terrible,emotional. :(

:( ...
:(..
:(.

Give me strength,please make me pull through.

xoxo.

Satisfied with all i have

2010-04-14T04:50:00.000-07:00

No matter what, my temper is improving,
definitely not as sucky as last time,
i wouldn't be so !@#$%^^& unreasonable already.
no worries. i love you dearest sister, just the way you are. =)

Yay!
My mood is very good since ytd. (many thanks to dearest sister) who accompanied me almost whole day ytd, and i was really happy becos she had not exactly accompany me at all before this year. yeap, and i'm also okay with my sugar and my ''best friend/2nd soulmate" already. i hope life will still be this great until the end of this year. haha.
=)

Love,
ynkg.

Thanks for leaving me this way.

2010-04-12T05:48:00.000-07:00

Tae kyung/Jang Geun-suk/장근석!

Feeling down the whole day today, temper sucks like hell one. first time after super long i felt this way. Lucky i vent it out by throwing stuffs arnd. haha, at least it made me feel better, but sorry to jocee,janis,wen and co for the moodless shit face i was carrying thorough the day. :/ wasted my day at school because i barely listened to anything. was resting thorough. too tired perhaps.

Thanks Dearest sister for the concern/love you gave still. I heart you always. See see, small things can make me feel so satisfied. =)

It doesn't matter anymore, i didnt gave up on this friendship, you did. so i wont hold you back also. because you dont even care. i dont know why am i doing so much now when you dont care lah, felt so foolish also. Goodbye, take care and stay happy.

Perhaps i took everyone too seriously, making them too important until i will feel so terrible if they left, but i've learnt my lesson. =D
....
....

anyway i found out this smile =) is way cuter thn :) lah gosh.
heheh.

Long time since i posted a word post.
Bye.

No more running

2010-04-09T06:05:00.000-07:00

I hate this

2010-04-08T04:06:00.000-07:00

Please don't go away

J: Always love you, always my sugar. we will not drift apart, don't make us. (L)

N:
Maybe i dont/wont have you around to cheer me up, cheer me on, make me laugh at all your stupid crap no more. I can't deny it feels terrible and i don't want it to happen at all. Didnt expect things would turn so bad. Didnt expect so little words between us, so little courage to go talk to you already. Anyway, A Very Happy Birthday to you.

KKKK THE END. NOT FEELING GOOD AT ALL BYE.

Don't go away

2010-04-06T06:59:00.000-07:00

I need your hug,
& you need mine.

Is it the same as his affection?

2010-04-05T04:37:00.000-07:00

On my way of moving on, he came along.

2010-04-02T09:42:00.000-07:00

I found someone,
someone who cares,
someone who was there,
someone who made me happy,
someone who made me smile,
someone who made me feel loved.
(L)

There's a saying.
"Dont worry about the people in your past
there's a reason why they don't make it into your future."

Y:
Once it's over, its over.
We'll be better off without one another. I'm sorry,but i know you might blame me now, but i'm sure you wont anymore in future. We may never be tgt again, but somewhere in my heart there will still be a place where i remember you. I will remember all the things we've been thru. and when i think of you this time, i wouldnt cry, i'll think of those happy memories and smile. :)

xoxo,
Yvette.

Live a life without you

2010-03-30T03:07:00.001-07:00

Don't pull me up, because you're bringing me nowhere.
well, we can stop lying to ourselves.

我和你吻別

2010-03-26T08:42:00.000-07:00

It's 27 march.
Happy birthday.
I will not go back to hurt you again, I'm sorry. At least we know, even if we're not together or already with anyone else, we still think of our happy memories and smile once in a while.
Lastly, I love you.
Maybe we're just not meant to be.
Take care, always be happy.
:)

Life after you

2010-03-24T02:32:00.000-07:00

I see you and i started running,
cos all i ever wanted was a life full of laughter.

Y.

2010-03-19T08:41:00.000-07:00

I want you in a place i can always see, always feel.

but baby, you deserve so much better.

Helix helix.

2010-03-18T05:03:00.000-07:00

Might be piercing back my helix tmr with nadia/andrea/xinfang/janis? :D
Can't wait. I miss it.

AND GOSH I MISS ANDREA OK! AND I KNOW SHE WILL READ MY BLOG SO FASTER COME BACK OK PLUS I HOPE SHE BUYS SLOGAN TEES FOR ME YAY YAY YAY. I WANT JOLLY SHANDY WITH YOU LATE AT NIGHT AGAIN,WEEEE.
I WANT TO HAVE A LIFE AGAIN.

Tired of thinking, tired of talking

2010-03-17T04:20:00.000-07:00

After i know about so much things, yet i still can't seem to let go,
I hate that feelings when my heart sinks to the very bottom and tears seemed to burst out of nowhere. But i still have no clue. what should i do now that he says he still do love me?
Stop here, hold on to him or just move on?

):

Do i deserve something better?
but i was the one who made him this way.
howhowhow.

I know i took you for granted.

2010-03-16T04:28:00.000-07:00

Can i make a wish?
My wish is for you to be who you used to be..

And let me feel your lips for the last time.

Better off.

2010-03-15T05:23:00.000-07:00

Maybe i should let it go slowly, bit by bit
so you won't even notice.
You, holding such heavy importance in me, isn't too good.

I've a choice.

2010-03-13T07:29:00.000-08:00

Everytime i leave,
I thought you'll stay like you always do,
but maybe you're really gone this time.

Everything is wrong about us.

2010-03-12T07:59:00.000-08:00

从前我们好快乐，以为只有对方就足够了。但就因为我一时不小心伤害了你然后就离开你，让你变了那么多。很少联络了，但一联络就吵架，到底我们怎么了？彼此都不想再歉疚了，不想再错下去而所以选择忘记。

每当想起你就想联络你，一联络你就想听你的声音，听到就好想见你，见了就好想抱你。但你变了好多好多，变成了我不在认识的那个人。好怀念过去。

爱，说来就来，说去就去，改变不了，无法继续。
好累。

No, it's not lyrics, spend a long time typing my feelings.
Guess i just need somewhere to let things out.
''Motivation'' ''camp'' again tmr, goodnight dears.

Never again.

2010-03-09T05:28:00.000-08:00

Maybe it doesn't really matter if you wear your heart on your sleeve or if you guard it with all your might because in the end, everyone's gonna get hurt.

You shouldn’t have to sacrifice who you are just because somebody else has a problem with it.

Screwed

2010-03-06T08:48:00.000-08:00

Percy Jackson & The lightning thief

2010-03-05T07:22:00.000-08:00

Watched this movie @ Lot 1 with Dearest sister today. Great day.
Love ya always sista. :D (spam hearts)
The show was not bad, i liked it.

Nope, not Zac efron.. but Logan lerman ;)

...

I do prefer Zac at times cos he's darker, and looks fitter. :O

hmm.

Like the usual yvette got a thing for boys with nice eyes. :D

Very obvious reason why i dont rly like taylor lautner. *yawn*
._.

Your warm embrace.

2010-03-02T05:26:00.001-08:00

I hate to say this, I miss you.

you were the one i took for granted all these years.
who will i run to, now that you're not here in my life,
who would dry my tears when i cry?

Channing tatum!

2010-02-28T21:22:00.001-08:00

Watched ''Dear John'' yesterday with Jerlene and Andrea :D
Love both of you ttm ttm ttm!

CHANNING TATUM IS HOT HOT HOT. ):
JUST IMAGINE BEING IN HIS ARMS FOR JUST ONE MINUTE!
AMANDA SEYFRIED IS ONE LUCKY GIRL. ):

Awwww.. heart melt.

Lastly,
i love my dearest sister JYYH ;D

All i ever wanted.

2010-02-26T07:33:00.000-08:00

Sister. I miss how we used to be.

That path home.

2010-02-20T22:49:00.000-08:00

Nothing improves your memory more than continuously forcing yourself to forget.

I don't wish to change, don't make me.

2010-02-15T09:02:00.000-08:00

It's just not the same anymore.

Lost $70 in two days, wow. ):

Byebye.

We're empty.

2010-02-12T07:20:00.001-08:00

watched ''valentine's day'' with sister yesterday. it was a superb show, with hell lot of hot guys, hahah.

Happy chinese new year and valentine's day! :)

goodbye, have fun!

Everybody in love.

2010-02-11T06:07:00.000-08:00

You know you need someone,
When the need’s so strong,
When they’re gone you don’t know how to go on,
So the whole world is stuck in a moment,
Standing still until they come back,
You accept that they’ve, got things to do,
But sometimes in the end there’s nothing left for you,
If hurt is missing your baby,
I’ve done too much of it lately,

Every minutes like an hour,
Every hours like a day,
Every day lasts forever,
But what else am i gonna do,
I’d wait forever and a day for you,
I wait up, wait up,
I can’t eat, I can’t sleep, what else could it be,
missing you so deep,
long as I’m where you’re going to,
I’d wait forever and a day for you,
I wait up, wait up for you,

And even when we mad, and say we’re through,
Deep inside you feel the same way i do,
Might as well turn around and just end this,
Cause it’s harder trying to stay mad,
I could tell you that you can’t stay here,
Knowing just as soon as you disappear,
That I’ll be missing you baby,
Soon as you get up and you walk away,

Everybody in love, go on put your hands up,
Everybody in love, go on put your hands up,
Everybody in love, go on put your hands up,
If you’re in love, put your hands up.

-

That's all for my post today, bye :D

The wonderful feeling whenever our lips touched, ended with hurt as we break to pieces.

2010-02-09T05:40:00.000-08:00

I am always this fickle-minded.

Anyway i just came back from tution, and i don't feel like studying or doing any work already. MSN already kena virus so cannot sign in, blah. Having a hard time signing in to facebook. ALA! ): Eating potato chips now, (OMG) nevermind.

Had fun after school today with Janis, Jerlene, Andrea, Vicky, Hweewen & Ahma. :DD
love them ttm.

I'm finding sister early in the morning tmr, i love JJYH!

Goodnight.

2010-02-05T04:20:00.000-08:00

Thank God It's Friday.

Maths remedial in the morning tomorrow.
Get well sister, JYYH. (L)

Goodbye.

hanging out with you is awesome=]

2010-02-01T06:23:00.000-08:00

hi..

today went out with yvette after school planning to do our work.

in the end , we went to orchard to get some stuff.. haha.

we are awesome man=]

anyways , besides the point, thank you Yvette=]

its not after our O levels but oh well..

had the adrenaline rush once again after quite some time=]

and you know what the weirdest stuff are the coolest.

by the way , the misconception that orchard stuff are all expensive it ain't true =]

see you tomorrow idiot.. hang out again some time=]

ps.. sorry for updating haha

I can't stay.

2010-01-29T05:37:00.000-08:00

Another typical day.
Get well soon dearest sister, (L)

Ain't feeling good,
and there's nothing i can do about it.

I'm hanging up the phone.

2010-01-25T05:03:00.000-08:00

Having such a hard time.

Today was pretty good and relaxing, went to plaza and rent CD ''Imagine That'' go Janis house watch with Jocee and homed around 7.22pm. But we don't do this as often as we did all the time during sec 3 anymore. )': i wished i'm like still in sec 2/3 lah, sec 4 is like shit, but i'm looking forward to days after O levels. :/

& i really hate it when i can't concentrate in class! freaking pissed with myself at times. now teacher change some seating arrangement again, almost the same, but i really hope i can concentrate more. seriously time to start studying but it's just so hard. I'll be having poa tuition tomorrow, really needa ask tcher everything that i dont know in school, if not i really cannot catch up alrdy. and i'm like freaking tired right now, everytime i come home i feel like sleeping immediately. :/

Okay lah, today no homework i guess i'll go take a nap though it's alrdy 9.15pm, byebye!

Last night.

2010-01-23T01:16:00.000-08:00

Promise myself it won't happen again.

Had breakfast with Dearest in the morning thn maths supp at school, thn plaza eat subway with Andrea, thn she went off first, after Jocee, Janis, Wen came out from tuition. I love being with all of them seriously, HAHA. Oh, and i was freaking sway today! I quitted tuition and freaking try so damn hard to hide from the teacher at bpp, and thn? she appeared suddenly infront of me. :@ But laughed like mad with them after that. After that me and wen homed after sending the two idiots to senja. :D

Tuition coming, freedom going, Time flying.

Enjoy your weekends!
Cherish cos before you know it.. It's school. )':

Tears, not again.

2010-01-20T03:41:00.000-08:00

I thought i won't be reminded again, i'm wrong.

moments to remember.

2010-01-18T07:31:00.000-08:00

Don't matter what they say.

Today is another boring school day, w tuition after school. BORING CRAP!
Chemistry test tomorrow, SS/combined humans after school.

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*spam sad faces*

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See my aaron w jan di!
CUTE OR WHAT
HANDSOME also please

For even hotter views of my dearest aaron, WATCH :D

Kay lah byebye.

Getting used to.

2010-01-16T05:45:00.000-08:00

Hanging on a thread, slipping by the edge.

Maths supplementary in the morning, maths tuition after that, braces appointment and home.
Another boring day, and 7 tests next week!! also, from next week onwards, sec 4Es will be staying back everyday after school. @#$%^&* ..
And having HELL LOADS of HOMEWORK that pisses me off, beacuse i'm currently freaking freaking tired and lazy. Arghm get over it yvette, you'r sec4 now.

Bear for another 8 months or so and you're gonna have so much fun with sisters, without the need to even use your brain, wee.

And yes, lastly, i love dearest sister! :D

Goodbye.
it's over, it's over, it's really over.

not yet over you.

2010-01-14T23:07:00.000-08:00

海派甜心!
Currently watching episode 11.
:)

You got me feeling so cold and alone.

2010-01-12T04:49:00.000-08:00

it's just too hard to watch it all, slowly fade away.

Another day in school, sucky as usual. I seriously cannot understand Miss Liew's lesson, Help. )': I can't concentrate in class, i dont know what i'm doing. It's the O levels year and i'm there dreaming and feeling all sleepy and tired. I lost alot of my papers, including the maths which i'm supposed to hand in tomorrow. Wake up yvette neo. :@

I'm waiting for sister's call now.

But i'm super sad..

I'm feeling all troubled, crunpled and worn out.

!@#$

Let you down.

2010-01-10T07:22:00.000-08:00

100109
Happy 16th birthday Nadia!
Happy 18th birthday leon cousin!

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Went bowling today w Janis, Andrea, Nicholas and Gaddiel, then went to Gaddiel's condo for awhile of basketball, thn went to Lot 1 and homed. Had fun w people. (:
Another day that my shoulder hurt badly cos of my heavy bag.

okay, it's already 11:30pm now, and i havent finished my homework, cry hard.
bye.

Colourless.

2010-01-09T07:39:00.000-08:00

Another night without you.

Went to Ngee Ann poly & Singapore poly's open house today.
Had a great day with the girls.
But was really beat when i reached home, had steamboat with family.

Tomorrow going bowling with Janis they all.
But also bringing homework to finish by monday.

Gosh,mood always seemed to go all the way down at night.
So tired.

Goodbye.

No more feelings

2010-01-07T04:27:00.000-08:00

Somehow managed to.

Today is a damn hell boring day, school is boring, assembly is boring like mad, after school CCA boring like crap. And i lost my comb today, so sway, but lucky i bought 2 more extras in case ._. Homed with Jocee, Jer, Andrea, Ruth, Jiaxuan. (:

Don't ever throw things down your house it's dangerous and it will kill if it lands on someone, don't you have a rubbishbin at home? :@

All said and done, Goodbye.

Your love.

2010-01-06T05:47:00.001-08:00

But why does it seem so much harder now?

Today
School>After school slack in library>Went home w sister>Met up sister and janis at plaza>POA Tuition>Walk to senja>Take lrt home.

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Akon- Be with you.

I don't care what they say, i'm gonna be with you
Stickin together forever, watch it grow stronger
Thats the way it has to be, everything proper
Keepin it always true

And no one knows
What Im into you
Cause you'll never know what its like to walk in our shoes
And no one know, the things we've been through
Can never measure up to half of what I put you through
Thats why we'll break through

You are everything in my life see the joy you bring
And aint no one I can compare you to
And I know that you will never walk away from me no matter what
And thats why I plan to do the same thing for you
And I want you to know

I know it's already an old song, it brings back memories though. (:
..

I'm too sick of tagboard and whatever, i'll still post, just too sick, of everything.
All of a sudden. Bye.

你的呼吸象雨滴渗入我的爱里

2010-01-05T04:59:00.000-08:00

Reaching out to nothing.

Tomorrow's the third day of school alrdy, it was fine so far. Nothing much happened, also nto really studied just yet i guess. I did not sleep but almost did during D&T today, i can't describe how bored i am listening to aidan goh talk. Haha, after school went back to my house with Jerlene cos she needed to pee and i intend lend her my earpiece, but we forgotten all about it, :/ then we went to her house after that slacked and talk with her. (: Arnd 6.30pm went out to find Sister and Ruth as they came to meet us after their dance, joked and crapped. Then the two dancers home while i accompanied Jerlene go buy food, halfway parents called and rushed me home, yup thats all for today. (:

Oh and.. JANIS STOP MEGA-ING! HAHAH.

School's tiring, but i'm glad i'm able to sleep now and my insomnia's gone. *cheer*

Loving dearest sister to the max.
and we're not lesbians okay noobzxczxzsss.
both straight and best friends, dont be jealous you dont have one. (:

Thats all, Byebye.

A new start, 2010

2010-01-03T07:01:00.000-08:00

My love's frozen.

Went out with Janis and Andrea today to jurongpoint to watch ''Sherlock Holmes'', it's a great show. (: But my neck kinda hurt, dont know why. /: Janis needa home straight after that cos the movie ended at 6.30pm lydat and she needa be home by evening. Me and drea acc her to mrt there thn bought the same icecream as ytd, cappucino truffle andrea ate tiramisu. After that went to drink one can only, thn took mrt tgt and homed alrdy. Good girls.

Homed and ate dinner, talked to dearest sister on phone.

SCHOOL REOPENS TOMORROW. )':
Saddest news, O levels year..

Goodbye.

Had a great day

2009-12-31T06:47:00.000-08:00

Caught ''Alvin and the cipmunks 2'' today w the asshole Andrea (: It rocks! Theodore's the love. But before that, i went to lot 1 to meet up with Jerlene yong, super long never see her loh, finally saw her. Happy! Talked and walk arnd with her, thn she headed to church while i met andrea and we headed to jurong point for the movie. And as usual, whenever both of us go out, we'll eat good food! And shop of course. Today it's subway and haagen daz ice cream. yayness. But all i've bought is a pencilcase from myuk, the ''Ooh'' one. HAHA, at least its in hot orange! (: Andrea also, bought something she really really super duperly like, musical box, haha, its cool okay, and the song is ''my heart will go on''. Nice. After buying stuff we went out and bought drinks and drank outside. But BEFORE THAT I SAW XIUHONG AND HER FAMILY. WEEEE I MISSED HER SO MUCH!! ): Thn we went outside there sit dwn challenging one another who drink finish the whole can faster. Haha, thn talk talk talk, went to mrt platform and talk, thn till 9.45pm like that jerlene called and ask us where are we, wanna go join them anot, so me and drea called our parents and persuade them to let us eat supper then go home. HAHA, and my mother let after a long persuation. Me and andrea met jerlene, ruth, weihui, shimin and shimin's sister and some of their church ppl. Played 2 rounds of monopoly deal thn they went home while me and andrea took cab home (without the need to walk pass that area) :)

Oh btw random, Rainie Yang's new album is out!wooh.

Ok now random pictures..

Its a great day out, Love you guys! (L)

Yay tomorrow going out again with janis and co. heheheh. ;) hopefully jocee and jerlene can make it. yet to ask wen. gonna message her now.

Dearest sister JYYH! I love you, always, all ways.

Ok lah, Goodbye!

memories linger

2009-12-30T06:30:00.000-08:00

Didnt manage to go school buy books and see Jerlene due to some reasons, so bought those exercise books and pens at plaza's popular w Jocee. Still, i rly rly wanna meet up with sweetheart really soon, miss her tons! Oh, i walk arnd in plaza with sister.. Don't get her really mad at you if not.. Ok shall not elaborate :P Rent CDs and headed to her house watch show and slack till 8 thn homed, sister having bad headache and stuff. Very much enjoyed today with dearest.. I care! Love ya dearest to the max. ;D Rest well.

I WANT COUNTDOWN SIAL TML 31ST BT MY DAD CFM DONT ALLOW ._.

Goodbye!

How am i to not be reminded when the route
i walk home everyday was where you had always waited for me.

炎亞綸, always my love

2009-12-29T02:17:00.000-08:00

Yes, the 2nd boy from the left. ♥
Aaronyan's coming up a new drama show called Love buffet/愛似百匯
damn looking forward, hope it's even better than 霹靂MIT.

Love :

Thats all, goodbye.

You two spoiled my day

2009-12-27T07:26:00.000-08:00

Thanks dearest for everything and today :D Love ya to the max.
We caught 2 movies, Avatar 3D and The princess and the frog @ Lot1. Both not bad lah, haha, Avatar was cool and princess and the frog was cute. Had subway for dinner @ plaza, went home and bbq-ed and eat again, gosh.

Anyway jerlene, andrea and vicky is having leadership camp now, have fun girls! (L)

And take a look at these pictures! CAN ANYONE BE ANY CUTER THAN MY 3 YEAR OLD COUSIN?! haha, you will find her irresistably cute after you hear the way she talks, just like us, lah loh leh ley, haha. shall record and put it up someday.

Reply of tags

Fiona : Haha, thanks girl (: Holiday now? Have fun!

Pierre : Give me mine first before i give you yours!

Jerlene : Yay, jer must come after me mans if nt i dont come back alr, haha. Love ya :D

Ruth : You stupid ass! Haha, less one blog read mah, very sian one leh. Glad you reopened it man, haha, relinked liao lah still wait for you meh :D

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Okay that's all, goodbye.

Falling to pieces, again

2009-12-25T07:43:00.000-08:00

Merry xmas

2009-12-24T06:17:00.000-08:00

Merry advanced christmas everyone. ;) Just two more hours till it's christmas.
Though my family aint christians and we didnt much celebrate christmas all the while.
But once again MERRY XMAS ALL!
hope all of you will be having fun celebrating.

And yes! that jerlene yong is back. ;D
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and also double cheers for my W760i's return,and better and newer thn before! wee.
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OH AND I JUST FOUND OUT.. WHY RUTH NO BLOG ALRDY UH?!
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Nvrmind,Goodbye!

not meant to be.

2009-12-23T07:06:00.000-08:00

Show me how sweet love can be.

Went to IMM today with family, didnt buy anything. BLAH! Ohoh, i'm going out with brother tomorrow. Can you believe it?! My real blood primary 5 brother. HAHA, laughs. But i hope we'll get along for tomorrow lah, i wanna go out walk walk, don't wanna stay at home and think so much, i also wanna find stuffs for dearest. Wanna think of smth special. I'm also waiting for jerlene to contact me when she comes back from her camp, i miss her laaaaaaah.

And I'M SO LOOKING FORWARD TO EPISODE 9 OF 海派甜心!
OMGOMGOMG YES NEXT MONDAY!~

DEAREST!
Believe and trust me that your position up first in my heart will nvr change. (:

That's all,goodbye.

Just let me go.

2009-12-22T07:39:00.001-08:00

End all the pain.

Yesyes, crazy yvetteneo has changed back to blogger again and troubling people for relinking, haha, Sorry! There's no need to relink if you find it troublesome. (:

Today went out to meet andrea thn janis thn headed to nick's house for mahjong! Heh, starting abit forget how to arrange the tiles! HAHA, too long never play lah. Thn first round i sat after andrea, meaning i only can ''eat'' her tiles, she didnt throw anything i want, thorough and nick, janis is throwing out everything i want but i cnt ''eat'', damn sway. Haha, after that i keep complaining i want to sit after janis or nick, so we will change seats every one round finish. heh! Was counting down to sister's call for me to fetch her, call came and headed out of nick's hse to bring her here, i missed her, was so happy to see her but never express because she was mad over something else. Haha, after that was fine alrdy cos me and my messages are too sweet! ;) Okay back, sister came and she rly get along well with nick's mother, haha, damn funny lah. His mother say i got babyface! she said i look ''Si wen'', LOL. Of course. We all played cards after mahjong, after that watched tv all tgt, left nick's hse at arnd 7.15pm. THANKS BROTHER! Me and andrea accompany jocee and janis walk to senja, was talking to sister while drea's talking to janis. Sent them home and me and andrea took lrt to Lot 1. I pierced second piercing at left ear while andrea pierced one piercing at both of her ear, both @ The bluez. (: Wasnt planning to tell mother, haha, recently mother mood nt good, scared later kena scolded. Walked arnd and headed home after that.
I love you all and thanks for today! ;D

Thats all, goodbye!